Keeping up with post is not easy!

Woah... keeping up with blogs need effort!

I just did a history check on livejournal and first entry was dated 1 November 2006! Back then writing was alot of fun. The chc gals/guys were writing, the poly gals were writing and the bgc gals were writing too! Life was updated instantly with anything that is possible. Youtube, photos, desire, craving, food, hangout, birthday, sadness, etc. Now, i still irregularly read blogs from PrincessTanTan, June, Mindy and other anoynomous writer.

While reading some of the previous post, i realised so much has changed. Just take this post as e.g. " 8 Jan 2007: Dancing provide me a sanctuary to be indulged in the moment. its not quite same when u do it at home alone when u're extremely dressed down. the vision of a group of dancer dancing gracefully together is on my mind currently. everyone is taking their time of the world to discover their identity and not caught in this rat race. sometimes those moments are very surreal to me. because the times when i'm out of class and got bang by other matters, i just felt, i can just go back to the times when i just let my body moves and do the controlling... "

Definitely, dance is still what I love to do. But, it's no longer with such passion and focus now. I almost forgot being dedicated to a passion is like until I read this.

At the same time, things always will change and shouldn't penalise myself too much. I still dance, and in fact, took up Ballet Beginner at YMCA. I try to do Yoga twice a week to condition my body and build strength. Jocelyn and I try to go Salsa every first Wednesday of the month, I remind myself to go classes at OSchool. I just looked up another class at Cheng Ballet to build back foundation on every Sat. Besides that, I try to arrange possible time to catch up with the close gals, meet Callie, cook dinner, spend time with Eric, try to go church (infrequently) and at the same time, meet sales target and earn to get by. All these, doing at the best effort and with good health/sleep.

So, I am imagining by the time I look back at this post, I should be at a different stage of my life again. How amazing... :)

Good night!